Aftermath
I’m sitting here, tired as shit, in the aftermath of an early Halloween party. My girlfriend dipped out on me super last minute and in the 36 hours leading up to the party, over half the guests had random-ass shit that conflicted and they cancelled. It went from being a rockin’ blowout to being an extremely tame, sort of boring affair. I had super thick black liner and tried out my neon orange eyeshadow all the way up to the brow. I’m for sure gonna be trying the rest of the colors. My cheekbones were poppin’. I would’ve fucked me! And I was… a kangaroo. It was cute and one of my favorites of all time. However, I could’ve really gone for some slutty aggressiveness given the mood of the night from my vantage point. So I tried to seduce my friend’s friend, but they got in a fight and the friend’s friend didn’t even come bc the friend refused to pick her up and bring her. And she could’ve come sooo many times ;)
I wish I had drugs… but I’m glad I don’t. I don’t need to destroy my body worse than it already is, but I am going nuts with these out of control sensations and I want them to stop NOW. It’d be hard to turn down a heroin needle at this point, I just need an escape. My heart needs a pillow just as badly as my head does. I need affection as much as a premature baby - I thrive off of it. I need someone to burst through the bog and come convince me to let him or her touch me in whatever way they want because they have gained my trust. So far, none of my lovers have gained my complete trust. One day, if my life goes anything like I hope it does, this will change. Until then, happy 1:50AM. Make the most of it ‘cause tomorrow might be stupid. Shady aftermath.
Here is a list of the chakras. It’s a very bare list with just the necessities. If you find this interesting or helpful, I highly recommend that you check out a book at the library or troll Barnes and Noble and read up on it. It’s very interesting and fun to work with!
1. Root Chakra — location: base of the spine. Function: survival, grounding. Inner state: stillness and stability. Color: red. Planet: Earth and Saturn. Stones: garnet, ruby, obsidian, onyx. Meditate on: “I am.” Balancing gives energy to physical body, controls fears, increases health. Energies: earth, grounding, focusing, centering.
2. Naval/Sacral Chakra — location: lower abdomen. Function: desire, sexuality, pleasure, procreation. Inner state: tears. Color: orange. Planet: Moon. Stones: coral, carnelian. Meditate on: “I feel.” Balancing associated with sexual vitality, physical power, fertility. Energies: fire, energizing, charging.
3. Solar Plexus — location: above naval. Function: will power. Inner State: laughter, joy, anger. Color: yellow. Planet: Mars, Sun. Stones: amber, topaz, citrine. Meditate on: “I do.” Balancing associated with calming emotions and frustration, easing tension and helping to better intuition. Energies: fire, energizing.
4. Heart Chakra — location: center of chest. Function: love. Inner State: compassion, love. Color: green. Planet: Venus. Stones: peridot, rose quartz, malachite. Meditate on: “I love.” Balancing affects spiritual love, compassion and universal oneness. Energies: water, calming, soothes, relaxes.
5. Throat Chakra — location: throat. Function: communication, creativity. Inner State: synthesis of ideas into symbols. Color: bright blue. Planet: Mercury, Neptune. Stones: sodalite, blue lace agate, lapis lazuli. Meditate on: “I speak.” Balancing is important for speech and communication. Energies: eater, relaxes,soothes, calms.
6. Third Eye Chakra — location: center of forehead. Function: seeing, intuition. Inner State: I know. Color: indigo. Plant: Jupiter. Stone: Iolite. Mediate on: “I see.” Balancing helps psychic perception. Energies: air, meditative, intuition, promotes thought.
7. Crown Chakra — location: top of head. Function: understanding. Inner State: bliss. Color: violet. Planet: Uranus. Stone: amethyst. Meditate on: “I understand.” Balancing is said to give vitality to cerebrum and effects development of psychic abilities. Energies: air, meditative, intuition, promotes thought.
This chart is salting my game, I usually use “explaining the chakras” as a seduction technique! Start from the top down, show them with touch on their bodies where the chakras are, tell them what they do, then show them how they spin. They’ll be good to go by the time you get to the root chakra on the… taint :)
Submitted by kathygaffy
Yep, this is how it all begins! On the way to Pleasure Town ;)
